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Marilyn McKelvey's avatar

I was there that day in 1970, at the bottom of the hill. I am crying as I read this, like it was yesterday.

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Tom Joad's avatar

I’m sorry if this made you upset. I think you’ll agree, it’s a story the can’t be forgotten.

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Jackie Blanton's avatar

Never.

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Marilyn McKelvey's avatar

It doesn't take much, these days, so not your fault. That may have been the first time I have read an account from one of the guardsmen. As a mother and grandmother it guts me to imagine what those young men have dealt with since. A friend recently asked me if I got counseling after that. In 1970? We didn't know about such things then. Many people in my community thought more should have been shot and I was physically assaulted by a customer in my summer restaurant job. My reaction now is a desire to sit with that “young man” and hold his hand. Maybe we could cry together over what the world stole from us that day.

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Jackie Blanton's avatar

I get it. I was in D.C.

Had to be so much worse to be right there, to know people, to be so frightened and shocked. I’m sorry you have that memory. ❤️

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Jackie Blanton's avatar

I remember that day. The shock of it. May, 1970.

You have to be older, like me, to remember the shock and pain, and the aftershocks.

I don’t want another Kent State. Ever.

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Tom Joad's avatar

Me too. I started researching this article once this whole National Guard thing started.

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GrandmaD's avatar

I was only 15, already a rabid news junkie, with 5 older siblings (19 to 22) including a brother in Vietnam. I still remember my shock, the sadness. I have been thinking about it almost constantly for the last week as I watch the police using excessive force on peaceful protests. I fear what could happen this summer when a deadly confrontation is exactly what this administration wants.

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Jackie Blanton's avatar

Me too. Been thinking about it since all this started last Friday - not even a week ago.

It has that same ominous vibe. I bet we’re not the only ones.

It’s what I think of as the “Buffalo Springfield feeling”… as in, “Something’s happening here… What it is ain’t exactly clear…”

Unfortunately, this time, it’s crystal clear what’s happening here.

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Greg Albrecht's avatar

I am stunned. Remembering Ohio State like it was yesterday.

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Susan Crabtree's avatar

I remember clearly. The fault was put on the students, not the issue. Young people striving to do right. I cried, “No, no, no, no!”

Now, it’s happening again.

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Mark R's avatar

Extremely powerful piece!

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Tom Joad's avatar

Thank you

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Rain Robinson's avatar

It's something you never forget. And now we have daily reminders. I fear the worst is yet to come. I hope I'm wrong.

https://youtu.be/4g7zF7-rJEc?si=qJq11qEQrw6JvhNa

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Tom Joad's avatar

Always good to see Neil!!

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Shelley Quintin's avatar

This article and the history of that day are an important heartbreak that we need to not turn away from...I was not there, but this piece combined with these times...the gravity of how we move through these next moments is palpable...thank you

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Tom Joad's avatar

Thank you for reading. I’m old enough to remember the heartbreak the country felt after this happened. I pray to god we don’t have to go through it again.

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angelique sebban's avatar

I apologize. I mistitled your text. I wrote "The girl in a dress" as I was offering you some coffee. I'm feeling so dumb and confused. I'm so sorry !

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Tom Joad's avatar

It’s all good😀😀

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angelique sebban's avatar

Oh what a relief to read this !!! Thanks !!!

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Jen's avatar

So powerful. Well done, Sir!

I read it this morning and it has stayed with me. I knew the military personnel involved would have had a variety of strong emotions tied to the event, but reading this brought my awareness to a whole other level.

My husband (who lost a brother in Vietnam) was tear gassed the following day at a protest at the U of AZ ROTC building and may never be ready to read this.

After all these years, it’s still far too raw.

I hold tight to the hope that no lives will be lost during our current crisis - and that the military personnel hold tight to their ethical standards and do nothing they will regret.

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Tom Joad's avatar

Your words mean more than I can say. The history we carry is not just found in books or documentaries,it lives in the grief, resilience, and unanswered questions of those who were there, those who lost, and those who still wrestle with its echoes today.

Your husband’s experience is a stark reminder of how deeply these moments cut, how long they linger. I fully respect that some wounds remain too raw, even after decades, and that remembrance is sometimes more about protection than revisiting.

I share your hope that history will not repeat in tragedy, that choices made in the heat of conflict will be guided by conscience rather than impulse, and that the weight of regret will never be added to those already carrying so much. Thank you for sharing this piece of your story.

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Lori's avatar

It's stunning how many young people have never heard of the Kent State shooting. I recently read a thread of commentary from University of Michigan students. They were discussing current events. One participant referenced Kent State and SO many others had no idea what it was. I was shocked.

Thanks for this article.

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Tom Joad's avatar

It's sobering, isn't it? The Kent State shooting was a defining moment,one of those tragedies that should never slip from collective memory. Yet here we are, watching history fade, replaced by algorithm-fed headlines and shrinking attention spans.

Maybe it's not just about Kent State, but about how we teach history,what gets preserved, what gets forgotten. If the lessons of May 4, 1970, don’t resonate, what else is being lost?

If younger generations don’t know, it’s on us to make sure they do. Because history doesn’t just repeat itself,it waits for ignorance to make it easy.

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